raindrops keep falling on my head

ran with a brolly to get my mum at around 1110pm just now... the rain was so damn heavy and the wind was so freaking strong... i actually stopped by the wind and tried to walk against it... the wind stronger than in taiwan... and it was so damn cold i was chattering the whole way... found my mum all drenched coz her foldable brolly flipped in the strong wind and she got all wet while trying to re-open it...

anyway, i was so cold and excited that i started laughing hysterically! more like a psychotic adrenalin rush... which brings me to think that my emotions are getting screwed again... more often i'm getting these wild emotional swings... its most probably that i have been suppressing them too much... especially from the last relationship... i mean i told myself i've gotten over it, but it still hurts too much... i mean how the hell would you feel if you got lied to for 2 whole years and there is not final resolution... i just could not accept his reasons, and refuse to... i'll just have to deal with it harder than...

anyway, finally got junior his keyboard cover... got the cheaper 29bucks one instead of the 35buck iskin... works just as well... its lighter so there's a prob of it flying off if the wind gets too strong...

baby was so nice to offer to get me a cd writer from iomega for me, but i just cannot let her coz its too ex... bsides i can use my sister's laptop to burn stuff... so i gotta think of a new birthday wish list... and here goes...

1) new side sling bag, preferably in leather or those fake leather stuff.. but saw this canvas one from project shop in red that i pretty much like (matches my handphone)
2) anything from porsche (told my sis she can go take a look and find a cheap sweater, keychain or t-shirt)
3) rayban aviator sunglasses... silver rimmed with gradient tats coffee colored on top and fades to clear downwards...
4) ibook screen protector and ibook trackpad protector
5) porsche carrera 4s cabriolet model 1:18 scale
6) nice t-shirts (for school)
7) a new watch (swatch nabab or diesel square faced with leather strap).. but last choice coz i'm superstitious about pple buying watches or clocks...

so if you're reading and you want to get me something, that's food for thought...