3 regrets

i know you. you've have had 3 regrets.

you knew her before she became you're classmate's girlfriend.
you didn't really find her attractive then but that's alright.
you talked to her till the wee hours. you've never done that before.
you found so much in common with her.
you thought she was such a fantastic girl.
you knew for sure her voice was the sexiest you've ever heard.
you just wished she was yours.
she just chose to be with him.
you never knew why she did.
you just tried to let it go, and you did.
she's gone.

she was unattainable.
she's the prize of many man's eyes.
she's intelligent, charming, beautiful and eloquent.
she's deeply passionate about life.
you thought she would make a perfect lifetime companion.
you thought you had some connection with her.
you never knew that it was just an illusion.
you set it up yourself.
you had to let it go again.
you did.

she's so different from the others.
she's like sunshine that you've never seen.
she's forever beaming in your life.
you know its not right.
you know its not possible.
you just choose to keep it inside.
you would rather torment yourself with this secret.
let it fester and eat you from within.
you'd rather let her be and hope that she's happy.

you keep yourself working.
you keep yourself talking to others.
you keep telling yourself this is what you want.
you keep telling yourself you hate love.
you keep telling yourself to love hate.
you said that love didn't come for you.
you left with hate.
your life will only have hate left.