Monday, May 10, 2004

ii m drunk

yes i am durnk rightnow
its a feeling that i've never had
andi love it
its fucking happy
and its fucking fun!
i cant walk straight anymore
gtoo bad tis at home.
now oi can realli say the fucking things that have been on my mucjing mind

i want ot olove somseone but i cant havb anyone to love
like poro amy on paradise hotel
i an not happy anymore and i cant fucking shout it sout
to anyone at all
i juz twant to be happy
and i dinpnt lnow how to get ita nyomre
hahahahahahahahahahhhahahahahaahhahahaha

kenji's bnottle of chiavas isnt goin to olast nme for the month
coz i love this druink feeling... i can dont' five a gicuk about
anyhtning aelse anymore
fuck this who le felluinbg abotu being sober at all
sover people ar sad
when i'm sober i'm sad
i am so fucking happy when i 'm not sober
i'm swaeing cold swat
bnitu i''m happy
i 'ncant wanlk a a striangtht libne but i cant fuckinga care
hahaajhaahaaha
too b ad i'm at home
if i' was out i'f probably be frenchign soneone rightno w
orobasly a guy coz i'jm totally out of everyone's choicie right now
i'm not a contender
i'm not even someone girls would consider a candicdate for love...
coz i'm bisexual
so waht i'f i'm siselxual
fuck it

sdo hwat if i'kjm scoring distintions... coz i'm juz doin the diright tgihnks
in school
i'm stirll nolt fickingh happy
i don't want otd ie dalone...

i want to have kids... iwan to th avej someone to love and to hold and to give my slife to
fuck god
fuck religion
its jujast something to fucking believe itn
hahahahahahaha