sick

i'm still full of phelgm...
i'm sick of this blog layout... (i will change it over this holiday)
i'm sick of lousy shows on tv...
i'm sick of hearing the clicking sound on my old rotary phone when it reacts to my mum picking up the phone in the other room to call and nag at my sister...
i'm sick of sleeping in this corner of the room and having to draw the curtains every morning coz the sun will shine in and shine on me...


well anyway... i'm sick of watching movies critically... its so tiring and so scary when you have to focus on a damn movie which contains a handful of your greatest fears... well i watched cast away today... that tom hanks flick where he talks to his ball...
it contains
1. plane crash
2. vast expanse of dark water
3. heights
4. tight confined spaces
5. possibility of dying alone
how scary can it be?

i wonder how i'll be able to cramp all the stuff i have to study for bmr in 3 days...

oh and my mum let the birdie go...

and my 2nd roll of b/w film ever has been sent for developing... its special so it takes 3 days to develop... i hope its done by today or tmrw... i waan to seee them... then i wan to plan a photography outing...

and the singapore idol tv advert looks scary...

and i want to get a medium format camera...

after i spend all my money pulling out all my wisdom teeth...

i'm sick of being poor...