my gdness

i'm staring at grilled clams on telly... dipped in special sauce...
and i've just woken up with an empty stomach...

my sis was out late last night at the office because something cropped up with her work... they're having an event today morning... so my aunt being the useless busybody that she is... started talkin in her "i'm deaf so i have to be fucking loud" voice at midnight about the reasons why my sister should quit her job because of its bad hours... and i just flipped and said something along the lines of "don't have a choice or you won't get money to even eat"...

and now we're not talking at all

couldn't care less...

i think i cried in my sleep last night from the frustration...