thoughts

that's my little cousin, sherman.... he's a strange little fella... talks to himself... in his little language... most of us are finding it hard to catch up with what he's saying everytime... alwez hyper active... but he's SO ADORABLE!... i overheard my aunts saying that i "jin siok ngow kia"... which roughly translates as "likes kids very much"...

which brings me to the discussion for today...
what the hell am i supposed to feel? hahaha... and what do i want...
since my older cousin is already married... i'm next in line to feel
the pressure from all the aunts to find a girlfriend and settle down...
so there...

i have not completely rejected the idea of marriage... but it comes with a few pre-requisites... i need to have a stable enough career first... and have quite a bit put aside before i will actually go and think about getting married... blame that on the childhood i had... but that's another long story which i will not talk about...

so heck...

ok.. i'm seriously sneezing now... shall STOP talking about this for now...

1st day of new year was spent visiting...
3rd grandaunt... then 2nd grandaunt... then daddy's sister... then to the rendezvous point in bukit timah where all of my mum's siblings gather each year for "gossip-rama"... and "makan-mania"... was kinda under the weather the whole day... din realli feel like talking... then after a bottle of hoegaarden... the words started to flow... haha... i have not counted my takings this year... coz its realli quite insignificant... every year you get angbaos... and it just means u're another year older... so whatever you take is just some spare cash... and by the way i'm spending... it won't last past february... haha... i've got to get the camera fixed... get a suit... get a new pair of shades... and after new year... chop off my hair again... and maybe get it streaked... since i have no one to pamper... and no one to pamper me... i shall pamper myself... so there... and NO ONE come tell me what i should do...

strange thing... people are suddenly wanting to meet up with me... i mean my old friends and stuff like that... is it the case that "by fate"... these people "feel" a need to meet up with me... and then sometime later... suddenly they read on the papers that something has happened to someone and they go... "omigod he's gone... i shud have met up with him then..." hahahaha