migraine-d

ok... been getting swamped with work so have not had the chance to update the blog again... so here's goes...

friday: stayed over at ness' place to try and finish up the media and society group project... managed to complete 90% of it all... so there... stayed up till 3am... was as usual a little depressive so i took some of the wine in the fridge... ended up singing at 2am in the morning to this supposed gay friend of joanna (who came over near midnight because she didn't want to stay over at suhaila's place. bsides she finished her work already)... ness was losing her voice... jo was hungry... marilyn was fixing her destroyed blog... so i cooked noodles and soup and watever...then i shooed the girls upstairs at 3a to the 2nd floor to sleep while i slept on the couch... thankfully prince the pants destroyer did not disturb me at all... or i'd have had him for breakfast...

saturday: woke up at around 6 coz ness' maid woke up already... so there i was lying like a corpse downstairs while her maid happily goes around with her chores... cleaning up stuff... watering the plant... getting the papers... then i finally woke up at 10... i was the 1st up... so i went to wash up and packed up the network and put stuff back where they were supposed to be... then jo woke up... then marilyn and finally ness did... watched cartoons... ate luncheon meat sandwiches... drank coffee (a big no-no if you know what i'm like on caffeine)... then marilyn left... then i left with jo... came back home... ate... showered... watched tv... then tania came over to do some work... we ended up watching will and grace... laughing our heads off... taught her how to rip off a website to recreate into her own... finally by 11... i collapsed in fatigue...

sunday: woke up late... did work... edited the med soc paper and added in the footnotes... did the journalism IWA proposal... bla bla bla... slept alot... coz was very tired for no reason...

today: damn tired... damn grouchy... got my ess gra paper back... got a B+... fair enuff... started having a migraine during ess gra tutorial... took dunno wat pills ame had and the migraine didn't go away... then she told me sum stuff that rather shocked me... made me very uncomfortable with the state of affairs... rather made me a little sick... tat's how i get when i'm upset...

now: just asked caiying what she thought of our relationship... we both agreed there's something wrong... not enough time for one another... and its causing us to drift apart... guess you might want to know what's the outcome of the talk?


STATEMENT to be made:
We only live so long.
Why should we judge others by our standards?
Why can't people just do what makes them happy, without having to think about what others will think about them?