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its up again!
probably just being by myself makes it go up...
i shall go clean up the other room later...

asked xiaolong out today but he hasnt replied yet... bad boi...
blasting metallica now... alone at home... dunno wat to do...
i shall study monday onwards... not this week...

someone from irc asked me why i like guys... i wonder why too... haha
i think it might have something to do with not being able to be who i want to be...
so i find it in others and feed off them... strange huh? dunno la...
any shrinks wanna take me up as a challenge?

i love the bass... heaaaavy

i like the new room set up... looks better... and cleaner

i need to get head and shoulders and incense today... i wan my room to smell nicer...
i love my ibook... its fantastic...

"not only do i not know the answer
i don't even know what the question is"
- metallica

kind cheryl messaged me on msn last nite... askin me how i was... so sweet of her...
in return i told her a heart wrenching story of a 16 year old boy's loss of his love...
haha