chatlog

lennel (12:41:43 AM): dun nag me
lennel (12:41:55 AM): i can reallli do w/o those for now
lennel (12:43:11 AM): i juz wanna be happy.... cant i do it my own way?
tania (12:43:35 AM): jus bringing you back to e realities of life.. not trying to be a wet blanket but jus be careful
lennel (12:44:03 AM): i dun give a fuck abt realities
lennel (12:44:16 AM): nothing is real
tania (12:44:43 AM): sorry, but you do live in e real world no matter what...
lennel (12:45:13 AM): your real world is different from mine...
lennel (12:45:23 AM): i like mine the way it is... so plsssss dun impose urs on mine
tania (12:46:56 AM): i'm not trying to impose my world on yours. my world is not perfect. i jus dun want u to get hurt again.thats all. if you think i am trying to impose my world on you, fine. whatever you wanna think
lennel (12:49:01 AM): i appreciate what you are trying to do... but i'm just the sort that just cant seem to do things right with myself... i can offer advice but i cant take them... i've been thinking today... coz i was feeling blue and all... i'm just feeling happy one day and depressed the next... i cant fucking understand what's going wrong with me... i can't fucking care about how i am feeling...
lennel (12:49:15 AM): i know i'm spiralling down and eventually i will hit rock bottom
lennel (12:54:01 AM): i just cant see how god will fit into this... i realli cant
tania (12:54:54 AM): you havnt tried. anyway, do things your way then. if it makes you happy
lennel (12:55:15 AM): tell me how
lennel (12:56:32 AM): if i do things my way... i may very well end up destroyin myself.. haha
tania (12:56:57 AM): i've told you. you jus take it as nagging.