picturezzz n the inevitable

that's me and my 2 bosses, james in the center and rabil on the right


that's me and wendi koh at the indoor stadium! starstruck!

anyway... the inevitable has happened... again...

i'm still haunted very much by what has happened with my last bastard boyfriend... and its more of an open wound than anything else... and it got triggered twice recently... and almost immediately i slumped into the depressive state i once grew accustomed to... and i hate it... i feel sick thinking of that feeling... and i had a talk with seth today... he agreed that this relationship is bringing more pain than anything else... so we both decided that we we're getting into the relationship too fast and for the wrong reasons... to take things back to square one... we're goin to end the "trial relationship" and remain as friends... and if anything happens in the future that might put us together again... so it shall be... and after that little talk... we both felt much more liberated... its better this way i guess... we're still calling each other boy-friends! hahaha...