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Ju Ming sculptures at Singapore Arts Museum.

rumbles goes my stomach... i'm not eating for now... stupid stomach giving me morning problems again just because i woke up too early...

today had film theory and criticism paper... was alright... could manage even though i couldn't really answer question 3... which was 20 marks... so that's 20 marks gone... boo... then i went wif nicole/ken/za/cj/denise/mehmeh to makan... but i just had 2 peanut pancakes... and alreadi i felt like throwing up again... cj made a comment on our way there when we were talking about studying for bmr... i said that i have only read 8 pages of the textbook... which is true... and they went "but its you mah"... as if i'm some super genius at this stupid subject... come to think of it... i have never ever done so well in school before... i've been the lower half of the class... i got retained in sec sch coz i was 2nd last in class... i almost failed my A levels... i never ever scored As... except for chinese... but now my chinese is as bad as my mathematics... so... huh?

and i've sort of set another goal in life... i want to get a degree in photography... or even a masters course... watever they have... i love photography... and i hope that at some point in life i'll get to be a photographer... i don't want to be a photographer for the newspapers... i want to do potraits... do fashion... nature... people... street photography... i don't want to be taking photos of malay workers who got caught for beating up policemen... i think you get it... maybe someday i'll have an exhibition... never know...

i'm going to find something to eat now...


The Armenian Church