the stoned

yes today i have decided to just all out become a sloth... nicholas and the guys asked me to go to sentosa for an outing... but i just overslept...

well considering that i woke up to my paranoid mother coming into the room once every 15 minutes telling me to sms my sister... asking me to search for her friend's numbers... complaining and nagging in between about how bad my sister has become... how inappropriate her actions are... who would wake up on the correct side of bed? yes so i woke up being all pissed... i din even bother to eat... i just started watching tv... travel and adventure... NEW YORK city guide 2... how i wish i was there instead... stretch out on the lawn at central park... staring at the sky... instead of being holed up in a 3 room flat that's crumbling... clothes all over the room because there just isn't enough storage... reeking of an 70 year old woman's medicated oils...

so i decided to go to sleep...

and i slept till 7... and then i watch telly... and went to find food... roti prata... and then watched more tv... and here i am... not feeling sleepy... listening to radio... "one fine day" by natalie merchant... i MIGHT start clearing up my room tomorrow... two of the penny red stamps that terrence gave me are missing... they must have fallen out of the frame he made...

i don't feel like working this holidays... but i have to... i just want to enjoy myself... but i cant... so there...