freak out!

dunno why couldn't sleep last night...
was up till 2 plus when xiaolong sms-ed me about his chinese compo...
told him to write objectively and not get engrossed in the topic... "suicide"...
he's so like me that way... my little virgo fren... haha...
i really hope he doesnt end up like me...
tats why i'm going to watch out for this kid and make sure things don't go wrong...
haha

so i dragged myself out of bed this morning at 8...
the whole night my stomach was feeling empty and i could sense gastric attack coming...
there were sharp pains in the night... ignored it and juz tried to sleep..
maybe tats y i cldnt sleep... so when i was up this morning...
no prize for guessing this... vomitted after i took a few sips of water...
ate some crackers after tat and went for ms chuah's lesson...
thankfully it did not get worked up again...

after lesson... went to bookshop to buy index cards so that i can start
my note making tomorrow... after tat followed tania wif sarah, alvin, andrew
and darren (think tats his name) to the tennis courts to watch them play tennis...
it just seems so fun... while we were waiting i tried to hit a ball to the wall...
and true to my sports-klutz curse... i hit tania instead on the neck...
i think i should come with a warning label... "Protective wear mandatory"...

now here's the freaky part... i so just attract the wrong people... or guys mainly...
i met up wif this fella who i've been corresponding wif on sgboy.com...
he's from TP business sch also... he wanted to meet up so i sed alrite... why not...
just say hi and all... so we did meet and say hi... and after juz a short hi and talk...
he smsed me "hey tall cutie!"... and i was like "uh-oh" something's not right...
then after he left.. he came back to the courts again and shouted for me...
and i was "uh-oh"... and went out and talked a little... then i sed i had to go
coz my fren leavin also... so i left wif tania... then while waitin for the bus to come...
he called and asked me where i was!... sed i was at the bus stop...
but luckily a bus came tat i cld take so i jumped on and smsed him i had to go...
n he smsed "gives lennel a little kiss"... eeeks!!!

i so gotta find someway to change my relationship luck...
can never get the ones i wan but all the ones i don't want... want me! erks!

ooh i got a new picture online.. haha www.face-pic.com/theroux