les miserable

khimmy asked if i wrote a happy entry yesterday... well i said i wrote a so-so entry... heh... can't lie can i? it was a so-so entry after all... so there...

i seriously think that the medication i am on has side effects like hypersensitivity... gives me heightened senses... everything just seems louder, brighter, scarier... and i am in constant state of shock... and super irritable... the slightest thing can throw me off... but i shudnt throw tantrums or my temper around... i have to stuff it all back in like i always do... and very soon i will need to do some screaming... or major shopping... whichever makes me feel better faster...

i am supposed to get 15 presents for khimmy's christmas party and i have no idea what to get... totally and absolutely lost for ideas...

** newsflash >> saw this on irc... (Quit (I used to luv until others forced me to hate...))

maybe i'll go shopping later... righto

yes... u might wander why its les miserable up there...
coz i still havent received the damn cheque!
ergh...
and the flu is realli getting me down...
even wif dear khimmy doing all the nice things for me...
i'm still feeling blue...
maybe its just the time of the month...
ah heck...