i am an angry person

fucked ok? i'm totally fuck up now.
i am bloody fucked up by whatever is happening.
its not sleep coz i sleep.
its not medication cause i'm not any.
its not the work coz i am doing them.
its not the alcohol coz its never done anything.
i hate the sun.
i hate the light.
i hate the fucking corridor lighting outside my room.
i hate the stupid idiots on tv debating in mandarin.
i hate being broke.
i hate having feelings for people.
i hate responsibilities.
i hate indebtedness.
i hate travelling on public transport.
i fucking hate banglas.
i hate small rooms.
i hate my room.
i hate my clothes.
i hate my body.
i hate people who fuck up the truth and twist it around.
i hate shirkers.
i hate journalism.
i hate exams.
i hate noisy children.
i hate malaysia.
i hate al qaeda.
i hate bush.
i hate hot weather.
i hate cold weather.
i hate bitches.
i hate poseurs.
i hate hypocrites.
i hate politics.
i hate keeping my emotions to myself.
i hate sappy emotions.
i hate emoting.
i hate hating.
i hate myself really.
i hate to die.
i hate to live.
i hate being powerless.
i hate noise.
i hate crowds.
i hate lunatics.
i hate having feelings.
i just hate.