a joke

k... this is realli bad of me.. but its so darn farnee!!

On the day the Jesus Christ was being crucified... his disciple Peter was at home... suddenly he heard Jesus call out to him in his frail voice... "Peter... Peter..."
Knowing his Lord has something of importance to impart upon him, Peter ran out of his house to where Jesus was crucified...

When Peter was closed.... he was stopped by roman legionnaires... they cordoned off the area and pushed anyone who tried to get close... for fear that someone might be here to rescue Jesus... So Peter tried in vain to get closer... he was pushed and shoved away by the legionnaires... then Peter heard it again... "Peter... Peter..."
This prompted Peter to try to fight his way through again... The legionnaires had no choice but to fight him off with this swords... and in the scuffle... Peter lost his wrist in the fight...

Peter was hurt... and worn out... he felt that he could not be with his Lord again.... and he was in despair... then the voice called out to him again... this time Peter was determined to get to Jesus... so he mustered up all his strength, picked up a staff and charged towards the legionnaires!

Finally... Peter crawled to the foot of the crucifix... He was gravely injured in the fight... but he asked Jesus... " What is it my Lord? What may I do for you? "

Jesus said to him... "Peter... I can see you house from here..."



I know its blasphemous... but its so darn farny!
I still laugh at it when I just think about it!

timetable

ok.. since everyone's talkin abt their timetable... so shall i...

mondays: FW-lab (9-11), PC-lec (11-1), MMP-lec (15-17)
tuesdays: FW-lab (11-1), PSY-lec (6-7)
wednesdays: PSY-tut (9-11), Photo-tut (13-16)
thursdays: Photo-lec (8-10), FW-lec (12-2)
fridays: PC-tut (12-2), MMP-tut (14-16)

FW=Feature Writing, PC = Persuasive Communications
MMP = Media Management Principles, PSY = Psychology
Photo = Photography

and i seperated from my closemates... at least i've got tania and ame still... not that bad... ha... oh well... lets see how things go with that...

the year is coming to an end... so lets do some reflecting shall we?

hilarious!

oh this is hilarious! hahahahaha






anyway... here's what's transpired for sunday...

i woke up... and mum helped me dye my hair again! hahaha now its been lightened even furthur... and when i wake up... it looked like a fuzzy light brown mane thingie.... haha... now i really have to style it before i go out... bah...

well then i went out to attend nicholas' birthday party... we went to eat at this really nice place at siglap called werner's.... food is reasonably priced and the atmosphere was very nice and cosy... well... finally met pple from the TP AJ group... deroose, jon, aaron, joel, ryan... fantastic time... then we went for drinks at east coast... jon's sister was picked up by this butch working at the pub... haha... then we missed the bus... so ryan n i walked from marine parade down to kallang... then hopped on a cab home... tired but sooo fun!

ok.. goin out for lunch now with ryan... ciao!

quiz of the day II

Spell your first name backward:
lennel

[The story behind your screenname]:
which screen name? i've got tonnes

[How old?]: 23

[Where do you live?]: Singapore

DESCRIBE YOUR:

[Wallet] : brown squarish cheap wallet

[Handbag]: dun have one

[Favorite top]: black cotton knit sweather from gap

[Perfume/Cologne]: escada sentiment... i wanna change to hugo

[Piercings]: zilch

[What you are wearing now]: white tee and red shorts?

[Hair]: like hay

[Makeup]: none

[In my mouth]: my tongue and 2 rebellious wisdom teeth

[In my head]: air and gray matter

[Wishing]: get damn gd grades... work... win the lottery... be rich and successful... have a beautiful wife and beautiful kids... and have a porsche

[Talking to]: sam, jolene, hongtat, lynn

[Eating]: air

[Some of your favorite movies]: LOTR, love actually

[Something you're looking forward to in the
upcoming months]: school... and money

[The last thing you ate?]: water chestnut and "egg flower" soup

[Something that you are deathly afraid
of?]: my mum's passing on

[Do you believe in love]: i want to

[Do you believe in soul mates]: looking

[Do you believe in love at first sight]: crush at first sight... love needs to be nurtured...

[Do you believe in forgiveness]: yes

[If you could have any animal for a pets]: a tiger

[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]:
cheezels

[What's something you wish you could understand
better?]: religion, myself

[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long
time?]: butterflies outside my flat... used to in my childhood... rainbows too

In the last 24 hours, have you:
[Cried?]: nearly

[Bought something?]: yes...

[Gotten sick]: yes... toothache

[Sang?]: at church

[Eaten?]: ya

[Felt stupid?]: not really

[Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but
didn't?]: yes

[Met someone new?]: no

[Moved on?]: trying to

[Talked to an ex?]: last night ya

[Missed an ex?]: no.

[Talked to someone you USED to have a crush on:]
nope

[Had a serious talk?]: no

[Missed someone?]: not realli

[Hugged someone?]: yes

[Fought with your parents?]: never.

[Dreamt about someone you can't be with?]:
yes

Personal:
[Who is your role model?]: none

[What is some of your pet peeves?]: i'm a virgo... so there are plenty

[Have you ever liked someone you had no chance
with?]: right now...

[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?]: yes

[Do you have a "type" of person you always go
after?]: scorpios i guess...

[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because
they hurt you?]: yes... but i've moved on

[Rather be dumper or dumped?]:rather be dumped.. i hate to do the breakin up

[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]: yea

[Do you want to get married?]: if the right one comes along

[Do you want kids?]: lilith laeticia n lennel jr

[Do you believe you know the person whom you
will marry at this point in time?]: no

[What is your favorite part of your physical
appearance?]: my wide grin?

[What is your favorite part of your emotional
being?]: i can force myself to be happy

[Are you happy with yourself?]:not really

[Are you happy with your life?]: not yet

[If you could change something in your life
right now, what would it be?]: the lack of money

quiz for the day I

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | death
02 | loneliness
03 | losing my loved ones

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | myself
02 | -
03 | -

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | love
02 | money
03 | a tie between my crush and porsche

THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | stupidity
02 | pple acting like they know everything
03 | stinky people

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | women
02 | myself
03 | the rest of the world

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | junior
02 | vodka bottle filled wif water
03 | my new bk and tonnes of other stuff

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | drinkin plain water
02 | chatting with jolene and nicholas
03 | planning what to do today

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | give my mum a gd life
02 | have 3 kids... lilith laeticia and lennel junior
03 | get a porsche

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | sing
02 | drive
03 | listen

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | insane
02 | perfectionist
03 | easy going

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | gain weight
02 | dance
03 | be less money minded

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | your heart
02 | ur parents
03 | cafe del mar compilations

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | aiya, dunno la
02 | ok...
03 | har?

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | chicken hotdogs with mustard/ beef hamburgers
02 | salmon sushi
03 | chicken rice

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | flash
02 | italian
03 | how to get the girl of my dreams

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | milk
03 | camomile tea

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | transformers
02 | i cried to charlotte's web
03 | care bears

RANDOM QUESTIONS...
01 | Spell your name backwards: lennel
02 | How did you name your blog?: when i was depressive
03 | Are you homosexual? yes and no :)

wind wind wind!

its so blardy windy here!!!!!

post-christmas

i woke up at 1... cant u believe that?
oh my phone rang this morning and i didn't die of a heart attack.. so that's fine...

anyway... granny's gone home...
and i just moped around home till evening...
went to borders to pick up present for nicholas' birthday this weekend...
then went over to meet sam for dinner and movies...
we watched scary movie 3... i din realli like it... it was funny...but too slapstick for my taste...

came home... had some soup... called khimmy... and then here i am...
rather uneventful day... only updated my song for the blog...
my sleep cycle is really screwed... haha

christmas 2003

before i start my story... here are some pictures... :)











(left to right)
1. there... for those who wondered who khimmy is... here he is...
2. christmas present #1: from khimmy... a watch :)
3. christmas present #2: from ernest... it actually dances!
4. christmas present #3: from ernest also... a tee-shirt
5. christmas present #4: ernest again! he's so sweet... ultra slut body detergent... haha
6. my new phone for the room! its the antique rotary dial type! soooo retro... and the ringer is freaking loud...
7. my new hanif kureishi book... the 4th one i have... i love his works...
8. my new pair of leather sandals... from bata... very very comfy sole
9. my new scanner!

ok here's how the day went... the night before christmas eve... i was talking with so many people on the phone and online till very late into the night... so slept at around 2am... woke up the next morning.. late... waited for the cheque to clear... and i waited and waited and waited... wanted to go out and get a hamper for my cousin but they were already leaving the office... so change of mind... ok.. the cheque finally cleared at 3pm... and so i went out... supposed to meet khimmy at 5 at raffles city... but tot of having a haircut... but while walking there... i changed my mind...

got to raffles city...walked around window shopping... then ended up buying the world of watches magazine and the hanif kureishi book... and waited and waited... then called khimmy coz the crowd was geting really unbearable there... so he said we should go to novena instead... so i went to novena square... met him there... and he was 1 hour late... as usual... went groceries shopping... bought food for the little party... well i contributed... then we headed back to his place...

the first guests to arrive were chris and his bf... so everyone chipped in to prepare the finger food... i hung arnd till around 8 something and left to meet terrence to go for mass... went to his church but found out that he read the timing wrongly... we were 2 hours early... ha... but we walked down to the portuguese mission church furthur down the street and hopped in for their mass... i realised i have never attended the same church more than once... ha... ok... so we sat down... sung hymns... i tried to follow... during the mass... the altar bois were ringing the bells on the 2nd storey... then while ringing... suddenly a loud bang was heard... it seemed that something fell down from the 2nd floor... but by the grace of God... no one was hurt... talk about a christmas miracle... it was a really nice mass... and i left feeling this joy coming from within... ")

so went back to khimmy's place... the whole bevy of aunties were there already... all watching happy tree friends... the gore seemed to entertain them.. haha... then they exchanged presents... well i onli received presents from ernest coz i guess we knew each other the longest.. haha... yea.. so we all chatted and stuff... opened presents... and they hung arnd till 2am... then left... and i stayed over... slept around 3am after chatting wif khimmy...

woke up arnd 10... went for breakfast wif him... then i went to novena to buy duck for lunch... came home... woke lynn up to watch spongebob christmas special... then we went out to get the scanner, sandals and phone... the phone is such a FUN thing! its sooo retro... and so fun to dial... haha... its a strictly talking and calling phone... since there are no hex or asterix on it... so there.. its right next to my bed now... and the ringer will probably set off a heart attack one day... coz its TOO DAMN LOUD!... will have to find a way to soften it...

finally uploaded all the photos and stuff... and here i am writing all these stuff down... its been a pretty good christmas!

absolut moodswing

it always happens and its happening again...

my stomach is acting up... no more breakfast... i'm trying to kick my bio clock back into sync again... so that means being really tired and grumpy... i'm breaking out in pimples again... and ho ho ho... mood swings galore...

well the cheque has been banked in... but its another 1 day before i can touch it... waiting for it to clear... but the number looks nice in the account... bah... got 2 more gifts today... one as a thank you gift and the other for a good friend... n i shud be makin him a card too... tat i will do later...

finally remembered to get my granny her stuff... slipped my mind twice...

anyway... look at the top right side of the blog... yes the imood says depressive again... i realli shud get the mood thing by the hour... tania says that i get mood swings because its the devil's doing... i guess that's very possible... coz its juz fucking painful these days... it just SWINGS like a pendulum on pure heroin...

want to know something?

i am crazy. i really am! i'm like this jekyl and hyde thing... totally flipped... and yea yea... someone reading this will think "god will save you"... my aunt juz came in and opened the door... i know very well she will not close it on her way out... and i so wanna yell at her... but i cannot coz its juz not respectful... my sis yells at her... but tats juz coz my aunt is almost deaf... haha... i wanna yell!... and i nearly cried while watching cartoons and chinese kungfu serials! hows tat for fucking screwed up... hahahaha... lemme bite into some chocolate... i think i'll be asleep early tonite... once i'm drunk... damn i juz spilt some chivas... ok i juz blocked the door wif a chair... the damn knob has been spoilt for ages and no one wants to get a new one... so fuck it... i'll juz nail it shut one day... haha... yummy chocolate... u noe i went for a medical test... shan't tell u wat is it for... results were good.. but that somehow gave me mixed feelings... i wld have liked it to be bad to i had an excuse to kill myself... haha... but i cannot kill myself cause i have yet to get my first car... and have a son to name after myself... anyway... i'm self centered now... coz all the nice things i've done for pple... all the sacrifices i made... taught me a fucking good lesson that its not worth it... somehow someday someone will come kick you in the arse... sending you to stratospheric heights... haha... LEARN TAT KIDDOs... and remember it by heart... its wise words from an old man... but do some community work to balance off the selfishness... its good to get some good karma in ur records... dun go to hell for loving yourself... salut! drink drink drink... it makes me happy again!... at least until the effect wears off and gets me all nauseas and all... haha

you know i still sound very nasal.... either my wish of having a nasal voice has come true... or that my nasal tract is totally infected or decided to turn to the dark side... tats retribution for laffing at joanna's nose faucet... totally sux i tell u... but i like a nasal voice now... haha... next up.. i shall get specs made... and buy lots of t-shirts... and fuck the exercise regime... accept who i am or fuck off... that includes myself... if i dun like myself... i can go to hell... haha... but then khimmy got me a tub of protein.. well shall have to use tat then... da da da da da ... hahahhaha...

did i mention terrence got me 150 years old stamps for christmas (my new pet peeve.... spell out christmas... not the short form... coz the whole day is to remember the birth of Christ... not "X"... so fuck all who use "X" instead of Christ...) it is so sweet of him... :) anyway.. i'm attending christmas mass with him tomorrow night... :)

anyway.. once the cheque clears i will have to buy some stuff...
1. scanner for my next project
2. new sandals coz the sole of the current pair are already gone...
3. t-shirts
4. make a pair of vanity specs
5. get my sony ericsson handphone.. t610 or z600...

oh if i get the t610... then i will get the same one as my sis! haha

oh fuck it...

oh

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ho

hoho

hohoho

merry christmas!

an almost perfect day

well i got another assignment... did the page already and was supposed to show them at the office today but my cousin was ill... so i din go down... got postponed till tomorrow... so ok... called jolene... the poor girl is ill... shall go for lunch with her tomorrow....

i tried to adjust the length of my sister's watch... the metal bracelet sort... and the pin juz flew up (spring loaded) and disappeared... so i rushed to the seiko service center to get it replaced and shorted the bracelet... my itchy hands...

then i went to meet my sister for lunch... while walking the underpass from ck tangs to lido... i heard my voice in the distance and when i lowered my head ( i have to, everytime).. i saw claudia, her sis and her best friend... well she reached up for a hug and my brain did not register that... then when i realised... i hugged her back.. n i felt really embarrassed... then i juz said tat i had to rush off to see my sister... note... i hereby declare that i am a social handicap... i am totally unable to handle social situations... when khimmy's frens are over... i juz hide in his room... juz like i do when my relatives are over... maybe that schizoid personality disorder thing isnt over yet...

so i met terrence and hongtat (came back from the USofA)... went to watch love actually... my sis commented... "3 guys go watch love actuallly? a bit weird rite?"... and yea... but then again... we're 2 gay + 1 unclassified men... so that makes it ok doesnt it? and i love that show... its so beautiful... all that LOVE... its so lovely... makes me want to find that elusive one to love and be with... actually there is such a person out there... but i cannot love her... because her heart is with another... ah well...

then... terrence surprises me with a christmas present! it really was a surprise... i din expect him to get me anything... but he did :) .. he's such a sweetie... i shall have to remember... i feel bad though... not gettting him anything...

anyway... got home after goin to raffles city with hongtat... he got contacts and a transformer... we had a coffee and i filled him in on my bastard ex-bf's evildoings... so there...

nice day so far...

and when i got home... I GOT MY CHEQUE!!!

rode the bike to the bank and dropped it into the cheque deposit... heh.. but then again have to wait for them to collect it after 2pm... then takes a day or so to clear... i guess it really is a christmas thing... it was only issued on the 20th dec... proves how efficient the finance department is... hurmph... they had better process the next one on time...

i was thinking... wat wld quantify as a perfect day? i mean pple can say "hey that was a wonderful day" or "today was perfect!"... what is the criteria for a perfect day? maybe we shud come wif a checklist and go about ticking it... and see how well a good day comes.. i'll know it...

anyway... i wan my children to be called lilith, laeticia and lennel jr!

news update

MY SISTER'S HAMSTER "CUPID" WAS MISSING AT 1600HRS...

WE HAVE JUST FOUND IT IN MY BEDROOM...

THANK YOU.

work work work

damn.. its still raining since yesterday... because of the stupid rain i couldn't get a cab and had to miss church again... got stuck in khimmy's place for the whole day... brought all the wrapped gifts over to his place so i dun have to lug it all there on wednesday... anyway... we exchanged our gifts first coz they were more expensive than the default gifts the rest were getting... haha... he got me a watch coz he heard my story wrongly... he tot i still had a watch from the bastard ex... hahaha... ah well...

for those who want to get me a present still... any 1:18 scale model of ANY porsche cars ('cept the carrera 4s, coz i got that already)... pls do buy it :) they're having a sale! the maisto ones

anyway... i am having tummy trouble again... drank too much whiskey too fast... plus the oyster omelette and huge bowl of salted veg/duck soup last nite... had tummy ache and all... but its fine now...

i'm realli happy for jolene...

but when i think abt the whole God issue... it gets me depressed... suddenly kicks the mood swing switch on... ah well... let things resolve themselves... i got an sms from tania's cellgrp leader's husband this morn askin for my NRIC... saying he's registering me for encounter nxt week... but i told him i din wan to go alreaedi... then he sed he must have heard wrongly from tania... TANIA!... nvm... i'm not angry anyway... haha

juz finished more work for the website i'm working for my cousin... gotta show them tomoro at the office and see if it needs to be tweaked... they still owe me a cheque anyway... i shall issue another invoice tomoro.. ha... actualli the site i did for them is already online.. but there are bugs to fix.. will have to get it fixed this week.. then i'll put the link here for criticisms...

khimmy's goin to KL tonite... will onli see him on christmas eve... oh well...

watching love actually with tez tomoro... and hongtat's back... shall see if he wants to meet up with us in town tomoro for coffee or sumthing... busy day tomoro! good good... heh

christmas shopping part I

i went shopping today! haha.. here's what i did...

1. found a special lobang online today... got a whole bunch of stuff at below market price... cheap and good... hahaha... for 15 people.. that's $$$$$ out of $$$$$

2. went to parkway parade and got wrapping paper and ribbons done for ALL the gifts that are meant for the christmas party next week... total cost of paper and ribbons... $$$ out of $$$$$

3. got khimmy a special gift... cost of gift... $$$$$ out of $$$$$

4. got myself a water bottle... that's $ out of $$$$$

hahaha...
i came home and started wrapping the presents... and they look horrible... only one looked nice... so total wrapped 16 presents... they all look very nice!... my sis liked one of the bulk gifts i got so i had to replace that one with something i had... haha... i hope i din write anything on it... this is the first time i have ever shopped for a christmas party... and its the first time i bought so many things at once... felt kinda good! no wonder the gurls love retail therapy... i feel pretty good now... haha

les miserable

khimmy asked if i wrote a happy entry yesterday... well i said i wrote a so-so entry... heh... can't lie can i? it was a so-so entry after all... so there...

i seriously think that the medication i am on has side effects like hypersensitivity... gives me heightened senses... everything just seems louder, brighter, scarier... and i am in constant state of shock... and super irritable... the slightest thing can throw me off... but i shudnt throw tantrums or my temper around... i have to stuff it all back in like i always do... and very soon i will need to do some screaming... or major shopping... whichever makes me feel better faster...

i am supposed to get 15 presents for khimmy's christmas party and i have no idea what to get... totally and absolutely lost for ideas...

** newsflash >> saw this on irc... (Quit (I used to luv until others forced me to hate...))

maybe i'll go shopping later... righto

yes... u might wander why its les miserable up there...
coz i still havent received the damn cheque!
ergh...
and the flu is realli getting me down...
even wif dear khimmy doing all the nice things for me...
i'm still feeling blue...
maybe its just the time of the month...
ah heck...

bad cold day V

ok... i am still having a little bit of stuffed nose and all... but i'm 80% healed... just takes a little more time than usual... still having that nasal voice... but i kind of like it... it sounds more mature... haha... my mummy got new medication for me yesterday so now i'm on something for the nose and something for the phelgm... but anyway... i shud be fine by tomorrow... and i want to go and watch lord of the rings...

was out with khimmy yesterday nite... met up wif him, richard and danny... richard and danny are together... n it was like a "get to know his friends" meet again... well i wasn't feeling tat well as usual so was rather quiet... then we walked arnd.. i got myself a box of camomile tea to try to put me to sleep from now on... instead of chivas... so we stayed out till arnd 10 plus waiting for taxis at raffles city... decided not to go over to khimmy's so went home instead... he was understanding enuff not to grumble abt me not goin over... such a darling....

today i met up wif him again... in the evening... went for a medical checkup to check on the status of my health... well... i alwez wanted to go but finally went coz he agreed to accompany me... so we went and he also got a checkup... we both had good results so that's quite a relief... i was praying rather hard before getting the results... i guess God did hear my prayers... that's another point scored for the power of prayer! so there... i'm relatively satisfied... if all goes well... i shud go for another check up in a few more months...

anyway... went over to khimmy's after tat and checked his laptop.. he had problems with his extigy again... so i looked at it... nothing wrong... updated the firmware and drivers... nothing wrong also... that proves again my great relationship with electronics... they never fail to be good bois and girls when i'm around... haha...

well i wun be seeing khimmy for the next 2 days... he'll be busy and i probably will meet up with some friends... going to watch the movies that i so desperately want to watch... i want to watch LOTR, Infernal affairs 3 and Love Actually... will probably be broke by the weekend again... so there... better enjoy myself before school starts in 2 weeks time... time realli flies when u're having fun! hahaha

khimmy, thanks for understanding.

in times like this

in times like this where you do nothing, nothing at all.
attempting to think, to find meaning and worth
minding the facts, gauging the truths and lies
insinuating to yourself that there's is worth yet,
not?

leaving all other thoughts in the back of your head, you
Over emphasize the minute details you call "issues"
varying between countless self-centered notions;
emotionally crippling acts of self abuse.

whether or not you will find the answer, you
Insist on hammering yourself with questions.
to what end do you seek?
how do you want to get there?
various options and obstacles stand in your way
anticipating your move
never letting their guard down
evils, wanting to knife you in your chest

should you do this?
should you do that?
all of what you reap in the end
lies in that next step you make
in whichever direction you take
may the end you seek, lie in waiting.

(for the uninitiated, i plug in little things that i write during extreme boredom to fill up the spaces in between the excitement that is my life... so there... i am inspired to write some more stuff so watch out for it)

fucked my brains up

i think it realli is fucked up...
around 1am plus last night... turned off my com and went to bed... maybe it was the damn weather... just couldnt get to sleep no matter what...in most cases, i would fall asleep after rolling around for an hour... but i didn't...never ever had i had this kind of experience... was so surreal... was drifting in and out of sleep... was hyper sensitive to surroundings and at the same time was almost going paranoid... just remember telling myself to take my temperature... could be my brains getting fried from a fever... cld hear flushing noises... some male grunting voice... then my mum walked over and all... then the image of me screaming and running to my mum's room... then i smashed my finger into the wall with my knee (this was real coz i felt the pain and my finger is still sore)... could see like patterns on the ceiling spinning... could feel like shadows looming over me... it almost seemed like the moments someone felt before he spiralled into total insanity... hahaha...

then the "normal" dreams came... first was a dream about a luncheon at my uncle's place in bkt timah... we were eating... then could see wedding cars going to the neighbour's place... then there was a car accident and some guys were ran over... but no one bothered... then saw some boys running around the area where the accident occured... really strange... then the 2nd dream sequence was again with my family... but this time living in a rather japanese flat... in an area that looked like a mix between indonesia, NUS and chinatown on a slope... realli strange again... went shopping for a tv... when we already had 4 in the flat... then it was raining and all... and again... more food...

but like all dream sequences... by the time i woke up... i almost forgot everything... so here i am blogging down whatever i could remember... and it sort of frightened me... i never had so much problem sleeping... maaybe its time to go back to melatonin to regulate the sleep thing... yes tania i shall have it at a proper time to regulate my sleep pattern... not treat it like a sleeping pill...

ok here's wat happened the past few days...
1. been ill since saturday... bad cold... stuffed nose... phlegm and fever... the works...
2. missed church and danny's birthday... damn... was so lookin forward to those...
3. lazed arnd at home on sunday.. watched matrix revolution again... i cant believe those malaysians... they laugh at everything! its either they are stupid or have know idea what genre the show is...
4. felt a little better yesterday so i went to the airport in the evening to get khimmy... he came back from thailand... as usual... his flight was delayed so this sick thing was freezing his ass off in terminal one...
5. then we went to eat noodles at crystal jade at around 10... i had a bowl of hot and sour soup... and my nose totally cleared up... and started to flow again... haha... gluttony
6. came home around 11... ate more... then ref: pre-sleep saga above


*sigh* he'll be going off again... he asked me if i wld miss him...
i might. "P

bad cold day II

somehow when i'm sick, my hair goes crazy and almost seem to grow faster... hahaha... but anyway... today was SO BORING

woke up at 11... watched tv... ate noodles for lunch... ate medication... sleep again... watched tv... ate bread... ate medication... waited for sis to come home... went down for dinner... came home... watched tv... ate... ate medication... then come online... haha

i love the medication induced drowsy state... its so lovely... so dreamy... i wish i cld drift into sleep like this all the time.... instead of tossing and turning all the time...

well today was a real waste of time.. i din get to go church... nor was i able to go for danny's birthday party... double damn... but wat to do? blame myself for getting ill so easily... bah!

anyway... tat night khimmy and i were talkin on the fone and he sed i show the classic symptoms of "bored housewife syndrome"... haha...i'm still trying to find out what it really is... there's links to chronic fatigue syndrome and even atypical depression...

the buzz

i love that feeling when i'm sedated on medication... hah

je suis si malade

babelfish is a God-send... hahaha

yes i am ill... the price i had to pay for riding the bicycle home from khimmy's place in the rain... well here's the reason why i did that...

woke up at 11... rode my bike to khimmy's with the footpump to pump his bike... that was around 2 pm... so when i reached there it was all nice and sunny and i was all sweaty... then he sms-ed me to say he will be late... and asked me to go town wif him... so being the spoilt brat i am i asked him to come home first then we'll go later... coz i wanted to shower and my hair was in a mess... so he came back... we got cleaned up... then went to town...

and KABLAM... the rain came pouring down while we were eating sushi at sakae at liang court... i was craving for sushi for the past week or so... so i had 4 plates of salmon, 2 plates of tamago and gyoza... rain and rain and rain... so we stopped and i had some hot chocolate at starbux... then i wanted to buy the tazo camomile blend tea... but din buy it in the end... then we hopped on a cab, swung by chinatown pt to collect wireless lan card from thomas... then went to raffles city... he had a meeting and all... then i went down to novena square to get stuff for his guinea pigs and hamster... and got a new bag for myself coz i had to ride my bike home wif a footpump/small tub of whey protein/ginko pills/barang barang... it was quite cheap.. and i tot it'd make an ok gym bag... haha... so there... lugged around the huge bags... and waited for the cab... and it was the longest queue i have ever been in... waited and waited... then i prayed a little... asked for the rain to stop around 830pm if possible... since its rain.. i guess God could help out a little there... then i finally got back to his place...

dumped the stuff at his apartment.. then took a brolly to go downstairs and rescue my bike from the open air bike park... and it certainly was wet... and so i juz went back... dried the seat... and let the water drip off... then he came back... n i guessed i was getting ill alreadi so i popped 2 panadols... he had to rush coz he was heading for bangkok to make some purchases for his business...

lo and behold.. the rain did get stop a little.. became a light drizzle when i was leaving... thank you dear Lord for holding back your beautiful rain for me... so there... i kissed him goodbye and rode my bike back... by the time i got home... i was wet from the water splashing all over... so i had a hot shower and ate some food... then the nose went on strike... water was literally flowing out of my nose... really bad... then i went to sleep...

woke up today wif a sore throat... runny nose... coughin coz of the irritated throat... just went to see the doctor and got 3 types of medication... to be taken 3 times a day... i hope the bad cold stops by tomoro... coz i want to go to church... and there's also danny's birthday party to attend... i paid for it so i want to enjoy it! and the pills are making me drowsy already... and pills means no champagne tomorrow... damnit... i guess i have to make do then...

drowsssy

another quiz!

I AM: Lennel Tan Kian Liang
I WANT: money and love... haha
I HAVE: issues... friends... close friends... great family... empty bank acct...
I WISH: for world peace...
I HATE: wars, betrayal, lies, lack of sanitation
I MISS: my childhood
I FEAR: death, loneliness...
I HEAR: michael jackson laughing on tv...
I SEARCH: for faith... and God...
I WONDER: why i can never get fat
I REGRET: not loving my dad more.
I LOVE: my family and friends...
I ACHE: actualli very soon... joining a gym ya...
I ALWAYS: want to be happy
I AM NOT: sane!
I SING: all the time...
I CRY: in my sleep...
I AM NOT ALWAYS: truthful? ;P
I WRITE: better when i'm sad...
I WIN: when i bitch...
I LOSE: my temper once in a blue moon...
I CONFUSE: dreams with reality...
I NEED: happiness... and money of course...
I SHOULD: just think less and be happy ")
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Yes Or No?
x. You keep a diary: blog yes
x. You like to cook: pretty decent spaghetti and bruschetta
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: nope..
x. You believe in love: not anymore...
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The Weirdest Person you Know: michael jackson.
The Loudest Person you Know: tania.
The Sexiest Person you Know: claudia.
Your closest friend(s): tania, tez, claudia, geri
The People that Knows the Most about you: hmmm.. i guess only God knows
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Do You...?
Have a(any) crush(es): yes
Want to get married: maybe.
Get motion Sickness: boat rides
Think you're a health freak: not yet.
Get along with your parents: perfectly
Like thunderstorms: when i'm in bed yes
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NATURAL HAIR COLOR: noir
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: noir, brown, i think
EYE COLOR: brown
BIRTHPLACE: tekka
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(FAVORITES )
NUMBER: any as long as there's a string of zeros behind and a $ infront
COLOR: grey, white, red, black
DAY: friday
MONTH: september, december
SONG: plenty....
FOOD: eh... salmon sushi, rocky road ice cream, hot dogs, beef burgers
SEASON: fall
SPORT: dunno.
DRINK: scotch whiskey on the rocks...
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( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT : cuddle then make out then cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: chocolate milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: dark chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?: chocolate.
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( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED?: no
HELPED SOMEONE?: yes.
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: yes.
GOTTEN SICK?: close to
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes
MISSED AN EX?: no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: blogged
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes
MISSED SOMEONE?: not really
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: no.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: no
PLAYED ANY GAMES ONLINE?: no
DO YOU FEEL LONELY?: no
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:::FirsT & LasT:::
First best friend: eh... cant rem
First real memory of something: cant rem either
First car: that i drove? toyota soluna...
First date:oh gdness... so long ago
First break-up: 1997
First job: those leaflet pple on orchard road.
First screen name: cant rem...
First self purchased album: michael jackson's off the wall... in cd format
First pet: fishes?
First piercing/tattoo: nil
First true love: eh.. dunno
First enemy: primary sch i think.. haha
First big trip: taiwan with ocs
First play/musical/performance: that i was in? primary sch
First musician you remember hearing in your house: me
Last cigarette: never
Last big car ride: mercedes cab the night before
Last good cry: too long ago... too overdue
Last library book checked out: how to write a marketing plan...
Last movie seen: infernal affairs 2
Last beverage drank: plain water
Last food consumed: pork, chicken soup, rice, luncheon meat
Last crush: i cant tell coz she might read this
Last phone call: my mum called me..
Last tv show watched: watchin michael jackson's home video part 2
Last time showered: about 2 hrs ago
Last shoes worn: merrell loafers
Last cd played: clay aiken's measure of a man
Last item bought: an umbro bag at united square
Last annoyance: caught in the rain in a super long taxi queue
Last disappointment: cant rem
Last soda drank: coke i think few days back
Last ice cream eaten: few weeks back?
Last time wanting to die: few months back
Last time scolded: someone? dunno
Last shirt worn: shirt? dunno... t-shirt maybe
Last website visited: fridae.com

ARGH

extremely upset... my cousin's colleague did not send in my invoice for payment of my project... and now i have to wait even longer to get it cleared and to receive my cheque... extremely upset... i'm going to be poor even longer... and my mum won't be able to get her teeth fixed... the finance people had BETTER get it done fast or i'm going to screech...

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anyway yesterday was quite fun... mum and sis were free so we went to get my sis' name altered... for "feng shui" purposes... so we went out at 12 plus... went to people's park to look for a law firm to get a deed poll done... and we did... and while we waited... we went to the chinatown chinese heritage centre... and my mum and sis were very spooked out by the exhibits coz they were very creepy indeed... especially when u come to think of it, the belongings probably belonged to some dead old folk... creepy huh?

well anyway... after that we got to ICA and got my sister's id card replaced... and then we went to bugis to get my mum a haircut... then we came home... watched infernal affairs 2... used my com... and then talked to khimmy on the phone about us... i guess i'm alreadi hurting him by thinkin how i shud prevent him from getting hurt... i'm thinking too much and too far again...

another issue right now... God...
i emailed leonard with some questions that i hope i'll get some good answers to...
does being christian mean living by the words... word by word
or interpreting the words and just living right...
i dunno la
i'm still waiting for that sign
hahaha
(well i prayed for God to help speed up the cheque, and its cocked up)

masque aromatique purifant

yes... i'm using a mask... well coz my sis' nice colleagues suggested i use the product and see if it has any effect on this horrible face on mine... i'm supposed to leave it on overnight... but the instructions sed only 10-15 minutes... i wonder will i grow new skin tomorrow morning...

anyway... today was quite alright...
morning mum and i washed the corridor area coz i wanted to move the bikes over to where the shoe rack was and the shoe rack over to where the bikes were... and so we did... i cleaned up the 2 bicycles and pumped up the tyres... removed the ugly stickers on my bike... there goes my nails... swept the floor.. and helped mum scrub the walls and cleaned the window panes... so there... and then it started pouring... so i couldn't go downstairs... went to the room and watched nuremberg... i think i shud watch the entire show.. it seems really interesting... then the rain stopped... so mum and i brought my bike down to the shop to get the peddles replaced... and i ended up buying an extra lock for the bike when i bring it out... and installed a new water bottle holder... that all came up to 20 over bucks... now i have a bike to cycle and i shud start soon...

anyway... next thing to do is collect the free watch from singnet... went to FJ benjamin... they only had 1 model to give... and its a men's steel Guess watch... so i collected it and brought it to my sis... since its too big for her... i'm keeping it... hahaha... its a pretty decent watch though... but i got to get the bracelet shortened for this tiny wrist of mine... anyway... her colleagues were nice enuff to want to analyse my skin but i left too quickly before they offered...

then i walked all the way down to starhub centre to see if samantha was around.. but i couldn't find her... so i left... and walked furthur down to meridien hotel to get a bus to the airport... bumped into geri there and said hi... she might come visit mum tomoro... she's looking great... and so's her new beau... quite a hunk... haha

so i'm on bus 36 to the airport... and it takes about an hr or so... reached the airport around 7pm... khimmy's flight was supposed to arrive at 745pm.. but it got delayed and ended up coming in at 803pm... and dillydally... he comes out at 830pm... and my feet were sore and my stomach was starting to stab at me... and i demanded to eat sushi but the damn skytrain was soooo slow... so i gave up and we had chinese instead... had spicy/sour soup, steamed chicken, sambal kangkong, black pepper beef and ice milo... quite nice... then we hopped on a cab (mercedes cab!) and went back to his place... and then it started to pour again... stupid weather...

khimmy was telling me that when his frens were reading tarot cards the other time... he asked about me... and strangely... the cards kept mentioning that i had money... well i have only 10plus in my bank account now... so it cld be that i had the potential to make money... and it also sed that i dun keep money... so which means i'm a spendthrift! hahaha.. now that's true...

khimmy also sed that i'm strange... i agree

waiting for a sign

well yesterday tez and i went out on a drive looking at old colonial bungalows and took some photos here and there... the weather was beautiful for a drive... even though there was rain, there were also moments when the sun just shone through... it was especially magical when we drove on the AYE near the normanton park exit... it was drizzling a little but the sun just shone through the clouds and the feeling was perfect... it was the perfect driving mood for me... but sadly i was the one riding in the passenger seat... hahaha...

we had lots of fun... driving through the winding roads... i was getting a history lesson on some of the places we saw... then we had this extremely scary drive around canterbury road... it was all ok when we were driving arnd the winding roads with the beautiful cottage-y houses around... then suddenly we made a right turn... and we ended up driving right next to this almost cliff like area... it was like a good 7 storey high drop if we drove off that hill... that was still ok... then suddenly... the road ahead disappeared!... we looked over and saw a 45 degree incline... it was SO scary... no wonder they still teach the engine break thingie during driving lessons... it was those kind of drop that you can just lose control and fly off the hillside... i am so not goin to drive in that area... but i sure will want to live there... its just beautiful... perfect place to raise children...

here's the longest quiz

a thought on my quest...
if i have asked for him to show to me his presence
wouldn't i be searching for it?
and that way, wouldn't it be up to my interpretations
and so it is...

update

there i've updated the page again... made it less friendly for screens smaller than 1024pixels in width... but shorter in height so that you can see it in all its glory for larger screens...

anyway... here's a rundown of what happened today...
woke up... ate lunch... lazed around... then went to church at marine parade with tania and jolene... vanessa tang saw me and she was so surprised... haha... anyway... after church i felt a little better... less moody from the previous days... then we went to makan a little... then tania and i went to meet her cellgroup leaders... very nice couple... we talked a little... prayed a little... and i felt quite relieved that i went... i shall try to get in touch with god again... lets see how that goes shall we?

i'm still waiting for my sis now... she's out for karaoke... she has more life than i do... ha

quizilla

Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.

"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."

The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.

As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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money money money

I HATE NOT RECEIVED MY STUPID CHEQUE YET!!! WHY WHY WHY!!!
I'M BROKE!!!

and i am so hell bent on getting the sony ericsson z600.. i love tat fone...

I AM GETTING MOOD SWINGS AGAIN!!! I'M GETTING HAPPY THEN
SAD THEN HAPPY THEN SAD!!! THAT'S NOT GOOD!!!

so i'm going to see tania's cell group leaders... maybe they can make some
sense out of me... or shud i find a shrink again? that will be good...
i will be going to church with tania... the last time i stepped into a church
was back in jc2 when i prayed for geri's results and stuff at novena...
then again... nvm...

khimmy's going to KL tomoro... i hope he enjoys his trip... i hope he
remembers to get me the chivas regal... or we'll juz buy in town... haha...
poor guy was so stressed with work today... poor poor thing....

also... went to andrew's place to install dreamweaver and photoshop...
taught him some stuff about layers and tables and stuff... so he can start
on his new blog... i hope its been useful for him... he seems happy... so
that's real good... its good to be happy isnt it?

i drank half a tiny bottle of red wine... haha

but on a nicer note... look how cute little maggie is on the background!
how adowabwlee... oh shweeet oh how cute you are widdle mwaggie...
oh yes you are...

chatlog

lennel (12:41:43 AM): dun nag me
lennel (12:41:55 AM): i can reallli do w/o those for now
lennel (12:43:11 AM): i juz wanna be happy.... cant i do it my own way?
tania (12:43:35 AM): jus bringing you back to e realities of life.. not trying to be a wet blanket but jus be careful
lennel (12:44:03 AM): i dun give a fuck abt realities
lennel (12:44:16 AM): nothing is real
tania (12:44:43 AM): sorry, but you do live in e real world no matter what...
lennel (12:45:13 AM): your real world is different from mine...
lennel (12:45:23 AM): i like mine the way it is... so plsssss dun impose urs on mine
tania (12:46:56 AM): i'm not trying to impose my world on yours. my world is not perfect. i jus dun want u to get hurt again.thats all. if you think i am trying to impose my world on you, fine. whatever you wanna think
lennel (12:49:01 AM): i appreciate what you are trying to do... but i'm just the sort that just cant seem to do things right with myself... i can offer advice but i cant take them... i've been thinking today... coz i was feeling blue and all... i'm just feeling happy one day and depressed the next... i cant fucking understand what's going wrong with me... i can't fucking care about how i am feeling...
lennel (12:49:15 AM): i know i'm spiralling down and eventually i will hit rock bottom
lennel (12:54:01 AM): i just cant see how god will fit into this... i realli cant
tania (12:54:54 AM): you havnt tried. anyway, do things your way then. if it makes you happy
lennel (12:55:15 AM): tell me how
lennel (12:56:32 AM): if i do things my way... i may very well end up destroyin myself.. haha
tania (12:56:57 AM): i've told you. you jus take it as nagging.

lennie sings the blues

no i am not going to freaking sing... i am just using the phrase coz its so catchy... just like that new album that's out... anyway... here's how the day went... ")

slept till about noon... then khimmy called me for lunch... but mum had alreadi bought stuff for lunch so i ate first... and seeing the day was pretty cool and all i decided to wear my black sweater and jeans... then left home around 1 plus to go meet him at his place... so by the time i walked there... i was sweating alreadi... damn it... n somehow there's this feeling of sadness lingering around me... ah well...

so i went wif him to hello shop in orchard to sign him up for this wireless prepaid card... then we went to library@orchard to do work coz its a wireless hotspot there... well he did his work and i just read magazines, drank camomile tea and munched on his brownie... then we finished up at arnd 5... caught a cab back to his place and met his other fren... whose name, hume, juz reminds me of cemetaries... strange name... well hume fixed up khimmy's living room ceiling lamp... but it was bare so i suggested goin to little india to pick up a shade for it... so we went to kk market for dinner (sand in the kangkong) and then walked across the street and got 2 lampshades... then we went to chinatown and picked up auntie ernest and another fren derrick and headed back home... fixed up the lampshades... mixed arnd.. chatted... then came home arnd 11... khimmy will be out of town till tuesday... so today's prob the last day i'll see him...

strange thing is... i think i'm having a mood swing again and when that happens... i start thinking stuff and its just kinda wrong to be... coz i'll become all negative... n down... khimmy sensed i was down... so he called me after i got home to ask me that whether i'm angry at him or sumthing... so i juz told him i'm havin a mood swing tats all...

la parte quattro del juego que fecha

wellllll... i just got home... "P (look at the time posted)

went to ngee ann poly to help my sis return her book to her lecturer yesterday... then it started pouring... and i had brought junior along... so had no choice but to take cabs all over the place... so what is left in my wallet is scraps of cash... like 4 bucks worth... that's all i'm worth now...

khimmy called up and sed he'd be at riverwalk till 3 and that he's going back to the office after that... so i went to meet up with him to help carry his new printer/scanner/fax/copier/thingamajiggiwazzathing around... also i went to the toni and guy's academy to get a haircut... and my it was an experience... i walked in (without any money) and wanted to get a haircut... the lady sed luckily there's a slot free... and it was this newbie who wasn't even in their "uniform"... he was still clutching his notes!... and his tools were all in this black pouch kept away somewhere... he was rather hesitant about getting the cut done i think... but no choice... had to do my hair... then this half a busload of thai hairdressers came in for lessons and they brought with them another half a busload worth of guinea pigs... so i was sat down... the ONLY male patron for the day... and he was askin me how i wanted my hair to be done... so i sed i wanted to keep it long since i havent done so before... then he was like... "hmmm"... ok.. thankfully the trainer came along... this caucasian fella with a british accent (i think) and started playing around with my hair... saying he likes the colour and the length here and there... (for those who remember, my hair colour was a kitchen experiment that went a little off thanks to my sis who had very little patience left in her)... so there.. he told the fella to seperate my hair into the "crown" and "something"... so that took the newbie a good half an hour to just seperate the two parts... very very very slowly... after that... the "crown" was layered... that took another twenty minutes... and then he had to "texturise" the hair.. so ran the scissors everywhere and snip snip snip snip... it looked alright! but i had a feeling the end product would be... after just blowing it dry and all... it looked like jay chou! hahaha... then mr trainer told him to "style"... and KABLOOEY... it turned into a lion's mane... so there i had a hedgehog with long spines running down its baack.... tada... at least its more trendy and the colour is more pronounced... i told my mum i cut my hair... and she sed "orh tomorrow cut ah"... and i sed "no cut alreadi"... and she's "har!?"... and then she flicked the fringe and sed "its like ji-gong (mythical buddhist character manifested in the form of a beggar monk)"... and i sed "no.. its zhou jie lun..."... hahahhahaa

now back to la parte quattro del juego que fecha... khimmy and i waited for a cab to go to his office... and after a bazillion years later.. we got one... so we stuffed the mammoth thingamajiggiwazzathingie into the back with me and we went to toa payoh... and he led me to a law firm... i din noe he was in a law firm... hmm... i asked him "why u never tell me u're in a law firm?"... coz a kinda strange feeling of being lied to surfaced again... me and my paranoia... but never mind.... he explained and it was alright... so i'm supposed to help revamp the website...but he's gotta ask his boss wat look he wants... so after freezing my butt off in the office for a good hour or so... we packed dinner and went back to his place...

fiddled around with his laptop.. coz it was infected with the blaster worm and kept crashing... so i kept looking thru stuff and tried to fix it... he called benq up and asked them why it keeps happening... so it turns out that the batch of ram that they used to upgrade most of the systems were faulty and caused crashes... so he has to go get it replaced... i installed software... removed software... edited registry and stuff like that... got it to run quite alright... cept for the memory crashes... so it shud be fine once the memory is fixed then its ok... and SURPRISE SURPRISE

HE DIN TELL ME HIS FRIENDS WERE COMING OVER! ARGH!
so there i was... bad hair cut and all... and his frens came over... he introduced me to "fierce auntie" ernest... thomas the lawyer who hates acer, his flatmate ryan and his neighbour... so there... i've met them... ernest was real nice... so was thomas... ryan seemed rather reserved and i wasnt introduced to his neighbour (whom i overheard asking who i was, i think)... so the "mysterious tall skinny boy" has been revealed... and now i'm like the techie who might have to go round fixing computers... "P ... well it wasn't that bad...

khimmy asked me to stay over... so i did... we went to eat char kway teow at newton at like 1am and i ended up having diarrhoea at 3 or 4am... cldnt rem the time coz i cldnt see it... we talked a little before deciding to go to sleep... well he went to sleep quite quickly.. and SNORED... well it was ok since my aunt snores even worse... so this was a mono version on a smaller scale... and i went to the toilet again once i reached home... its seems to have settled now... so there...

he sed he's growing fond of me ")
i like the way he's beaming at me upclose

smileeee

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side for you


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dating game part III

am listening to khimmy's album now... for those who duno who khimmy is... pls read the last 2 posts... anyway... went out wif him today (yes again "P) to collect his new laptop from funan centre... found that the LiDE20 goes for only $108 there... so will tell my sister... found the LaCie d2 firewire cdrw drive going for $389... saw the 20" imac again... gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous... i think the nicest pc laptops these days must be the HP and Compaq ones... not the presarios... those that look like powerbooks wif the speakers on the sides of the keyboards... nice wide screen and all... gorgeoussss

well he arrived and we went to eat korean food in the new food junction in funan's basement 1... had hotplate beef... it was alright... but the one at meridien hotel is much spicier... still need to get used to the taste of kimchi though... haha... he had a bowl of kimchi ramen... n sed it was too spicy... tasted like maggi curry noodles... probably was the chilli oil floating on top... anyway... after food... we went to pick up the laptop and went back to his place...

shameless me asked for the free 128mb flash drive that he got with the laptop... since he already has one that's 256mb and seldom finishes using it... "P ... i must watch myself from becoming a spoilt brat... MUST... he gave me a copy of his album... i luv the hakka song in it... my sis juz sed it sounded like cantonese... haha... first time i heard it sounded like thai... proves our language skills sux...

i asked him if he liked me... and he sed yes "P

dating game part II

well... met up with him again yesterday morning... he called me in the morning to ask me out for breakfast... while i was still asleep... so ok i agreed and dragged myself out and went to united square for breakfast... but knowing me, the stomach hasn't woken up yet and was complaining for turning it on at such an ungodly hour of 11am... a revolution started and i was nauseas as usual... din have breakfast...

then we went groceries shopping coz he was havin his frens over for dinner (cooks +1pt)... after tat we went back to his place to put the stuff in the fridge... watched this home video of his performance in october (talent +3pts) ... interesting i must say... imagine having a taiji fella performing taiji on stage while u sing... and hilarious at the end... some funny song.. hahaha... but very enjoyable... think i'll bring junior over and copy his songs from him...

then we went to sitex at expo... he was looking for a laptop or a desktop... i just wanted to look... extremely pissed when i found they were clearing stock for junior's cousins... they were going at $1388! bloody hell... the one with the combo drives were at $1788 only! but then again i added ram and airport card... so that about comes up to the same price.... bah... saw the 20" imac... gorgeous... saw the G5 at play with a 21" studio display... droolsome... saw some familiar faces... sec sch fellas... ns fellas... then he decided to buy a Benq joybook... looks pretty... but i'm rather apprehensive abt the plasticky cd rom... then he went to talk to his fren at the brother booth and he got me this little stuffed toy doggie... which was supposed to be limited edition of only 3000 pieces... how sweet (+2pts)... haha...

he wanted me to stay for dinner to show me off (likes me that much... haha... +10pts)... but i din realli feel like meeting his frens yet... although he told me who were going to be there... rather interesting people (i need to find synonyms for the word interesting soon)... but mum has got dinner alreadi... so i came home... ate dinner and went out wif my sister to get her stuff photocopied... so i told my sis tat i'm dating someone... and she just went "huh... okie"... haha.... expected reaction... :P

then at night... colin called from australia... so we bitched a bit... then i got sleepy (also courtesy of the beer i had)... i cant realli remember what he was telling me.. but we were laffing and bitching away as usual... so that's all fun.. haha... then i went to sleep... he sent me a recent picture of his... looking more beng than ever... ha!

well.. today we're going to go collect his printer and laptop in town... lets see if he'll get any more points! or will he be losing them... bwahahahhaha